Friday, September 7, 2018

The Driver is in charge

Sometimes on my journey in life, I struggle with my Driver of the Yellow Bus.  I am the passenger, but want to think I am the navigator also.  WRONG!  It turns out that I turned over my journey to the Driver.
In the last few months, I have been picked up from past assignments, dropped off at other stops.  At those times, I struggle to understand why.  The assignments I have been given by the Driver have been fulfilling, and I believe important.  So why pull me away from them?  At the same time, the new destinations (as best as I can understand them) are important, and the Driver will give me the tools to accomplish the job.
Am I taking the easy way out and saying "don't blame me, the Driver made me do it 😲".  Or do I trust the Driver to know what my journey should look like, and take the assignment with trust and conviction?
I worry that some people may not understand why I am pulling away, but I have to trust that the Driver knows what is necessary.
A million thoughts go through my mind during this process, but I won't clutter this blog with them.  Suffice to say that what ever happens, my Driver is also the navigator and the CEO.